2010 1st blog

hey ya'll !!! its been quite sometime since i blog. well , if it wasnt for my crime buddy to bug me to do so...i wouldnt have !!! hehe...but hey its about time to update...so yea its january again but 2010 now...man time flies, its been 6months since i came here, its been awesome so far, coll was abit horrifying last yr due to the subjects, just imagine this year...im going my diploma this year, cant wait to start but at the same time nervous and scared coz its gonna be even harder. finishing coll next yr, thts sumthing im looking forward too as well...obviously miss malaysia so much !! but hey...I WILL BE BACK SOON...im like a sitting duck now man, dont play in church, dont do taekwondo...haihhh....all i do now is, go to coll go to work...if im on break...i just watch tv or go online n try my hardest to kill the boredem but its always unsuccessful.well its been a great year last year hey, so much happen...the biggest thing of all was me coming here to study. it was a big change for me coz i had to adapt to a different country with different culture and all. doing good so far. ppl here are just amazing !! they can just easily talk to u n make u feel like ur one of them tht quick...so yea back to last yrs story, like i said so much happen i dunno where to start, did an awesome job in taekwondo, did a good job in skool i would say...haha...did a fantastic job in church especially during easter mass. tht was the good part but as for the bad parts ...well, had a couple of probs when it came to the last weeks b4 i left, probs with ppl not accepting the other party, it was just horrible man...tht was the main bad part. but everthing is fine now...i hope, i cant believe i work now though, i mean when i was in malaysia, work never occured to my mine. i meant like part time working. but when i came here..tht changed...work is awesome as well. as long as ur crew is fun to be with...ur work is always awesome. i actually travel by public transport as well now !! for those of u who know me...ya'll know wat i meant by tht...hehe but yea its a learning experience and it makes me independant hey. aussie is treating me well so far , the family im with has been well too...its just tht theres always noise pollution 24/7...those 3 kids...OMGGGGG.....u know wat im not even gonna go there....but what to do...just live with it...other than tht...they're cool...dunno wat else to write about...n yea my lappy batt is almost gone n i need to get ready for church soon !! hehe...till next time...n again...just move on if theres errors..as always im lazy to check them...signing off

1 MORE MONTHHHH !!!!

2yrs ago when i went to aussie n when my parents decided to send me to study there n i was like "wow , 2yrs more is a long long way...." but instead time passed so fast that its only 1month away !!! scared and nervous but still looking forward in going...the pressure and tension is rising as it gets closer man...2yrs ago it was just a holiday..nth serious...but now , its about my future!! its a one way ticket...ouh , n the most exciting part is my mum went to get the forms for me to stop skool already !!! so after getting my mid term results...im stopping...i think on the 19th...its a 2yr course but after tht...im off to uni..another 2yrs...so 4yrs all 2gether...then working life starts !!! to all my frens...do keep in touch !! i'll still come online but not as much...daymn..looks like i'll have to find a new crime partner there...but definately not as good as the one here...haha , YOU'RE WELCOME KAT !!! n to my church geng...dun worry , i would never ever forget joke as well !!! haha...our main highlight is tht...so it will remain...to my skool frens...yea , 5yrs was long...but u know it was a good knowing ya'll...no regrets...not reli anyway...we had fun...LOADSSS....n shitty ones too...but yea , keep in touch yea...all ya'll ...whoever !!! im leaving my favourite sport behind...*sob* *sob*....after how long...haihhh....neah , i've reached a level where most ppl didnt...no offence...but yea , proud of it...sad tht i gotta stop but i cudnt ask for more...being in a position tht i nvr thought i would be in...its more than enuf...having an offer to sukma was even better !!! of course i cudnt have done it without training...n thx to my coaches who trained me up so hard...till i reached tht level...the amount of training i went thru to get up there...n every competition they r the once tht will keep me motivated...they will be giving me the spirit to fight n definately the courage....not give up till the end !!! n then comes playing in church...haha , yea....always look up to those who play in church n became on of them...its frustrating sumtimes...pissing off , but fun..!! mistakes r meant to be made , u learn n carry on...i have made tonnes of mistake , n coz of tht mistakes....i became like the leader now...again , sumthing to be reli reli proud off !! i started at the age of 11...hated it to the max...mum got me into it...didnt wanna play at all...with all tht nagging n all, i finally decided to give it a shot , after the main organist left...i was next in line...tht happen 2yrs ago...it was like a shock for me coz i had to play for the entire mass....no one was there to help...i dunno how i did it , but hey i did manage it...till now theres still tht fright when i get up there n play but once u get into the mood...its totally fine...u'll enjoy it n wished it never stopped...oh well , we'll see if i decide to play there as well...see how it goes...certainly gonna miss my family !!! yea , argue with them , sumtimes dislike them but hey , they're still family u know....n both my parents spend so much money on paying for my fees there...so how cud i forget tht??? no way...as for my sisters , as i said , we fight n all...but there wont be fun !!! haha...it wont be the same there i guess...n my doggie !!! gonna miss you sexayyy !! n im leaving another loved one behind...the most saddest part ever dammit....can i like jz pack u up n bring u along??? u better get ur ass there in dec...6months is a torture enuf...gonna miss you bi !!! yea , theres always the web cam and the phone but still !! we have to get use to it i guess....time will pass n b4 u know it , its dec n ur getting ready to come...n whats worse is july 15th !!! of all dates....ok , thts enuf crapping...will do it again later aite...chiao !! n again , dun mind the errors...jz ignore n move along...

SUPRISE !!!!

me again...yea , its been 3weeks already n im blogging bout it now...back dated i know...hehe , so yea 3weeks ago on 9th may which also happen to be wesak day this year !!! was the birthday of jilian st. joan patrick !!! i became older now...17...yerrrr , oh well...so yea , the clock struck 12 and the man of the nyte called me !!! hehe...so we talked n all...n msgs started coming in...thx loads guyss !!! ya'll actually u know had tht thought of doing it late nite....so then off to bed n tht same morning...HAD to get up early coz had choir prac in church for mass...we cudnt do it on friday coz i had sumthing on...so yea , it was about 2 1/2hours...then went home obviously...laze around as usual...online , tv n stuff...n i was jz thinking to myself "daymn , wat a boring bday it is"....then my mum comes up to me n say tht we're going out for dinner n ask me to charge the camera n all...it got me thinking abit when the camera got involve...coz few days ago , weird stuff has been happening...my mum calling sum of my long lost frens n all...for sum reason , n she talked on the phone n when i went inda room , she came out n all..tht sorta thing...so i left it...about 4.30 got ready for church , we left at 5 coz since it was wesak day , so the roads will be closed and all n we have to find parking sumwhere else...n yea , the turn in to church was where they blocked...it was stupid tho coz the procession will be heading the other way so it wont be passing church , so ok , we had to park inda skool....they made the field into parking lots n all...so we walked to church this time...n anglin was there early as usual...hehe , then i got my ass on the organ stool...n when i turn to the back...my mum was still outside on the phone n all...when she came in , she was telling anglin sumthing , n then thing got abit umm , not proper...coz angline quickly took out her hp n started to call sum1 n all...so i jz left it...at 6 , novena started , followed by mass...n i gotta say every week there will be sum screw up done by me...for me its a screw up coz i know wat im playing , but for the congregation , they wont notice it coz i'll cover it up...hehe...but as for this week , i didnt have to do anything like tht...every single thing went on perfect...so i was preety happy with it...n mass ended , got bk to the car n all...n it was a massive jam due to the procession n all...n then my dad called my mum n said tht the house trip or sumthing...so i was like how can the electricity trip when it didnt rain or anything?? n my mum didnt say anything...n my other sis was smsing sum1 which she hardly does...haha...so yea , i didnt reli bother...when we got home , my mum was like rushing me so badly , she use my dog as a reason...she was like "quickly go n open the door n catch my dog so he wont jump out n all" n i was like when does he ever jump out man??? yea , they were reli rushing me , n as soon i rushed myself by opening the door ,at first it was dark , as i look up i see ppl , n there it was SUPRISE !!!! hehe...yea , it was a suprise party for me....nvr expected it....whoever la , there were all there...n as i got in , they sang the happy bday song n my cake was jz wonderful man...i bought tht cake for my dad's bday n he did the same...but mine was butter cake , tht was it...but it tasted good ok !!! they obviously put 17candles on...n for real , i was shivering abit coz of the shock...i cudnt believe it for a moment...my ex classmates were there , so were my choir ppl and my classmates for sunday class...they wished me n i was still blur !!! so i jz chilled awhile , n my dads frens were also here...all close to us ones...n the party went on , dinner , fooling around , laughing....n i nvr thought they would invite tht "someone"....hehe but they did !!!! it was good to see my former classmates n all...its like 4yrs not seeing them i think...n yea , they all change...100%...n my sunday classmates...haha , we've came a long long way , not talking to each other for 11yrs n now we're all so close...wat a change !!! it went on till about 11...n then most of em went bk n me n my other frens decided to go to faustina's house for awhile...n we did...jerard drove us there eventho it was walking distance !!!! haha...then we were there n her parents were there as well...they wished me too..!!! thanks ya'll !!! jz lepaked in a room...cam whoring...jz talking n all...n i had to get home by 12...yea , curfew time..so i did...its an unforgettable day coz i've nvr had a suprise party since i was errr 2??? i think...so it was reli special...thanks u guys LOADSSS for making it a memorable one....n jz coz im leaving soon , tht doesnt mean we cant keep in touch...we can still do !!! i would nvr wanna loose any contacts...but thank you all VERY MUCH...n most importantly THANKS MUM AND DAD for actually planning this....nvr thought ya'll will pull it off....but ya'll did...haha...so thanks again !!! till next time...byee !!! ouh dun mind the typo errors if there are any...

holy week practices n so on...

me again...who else cud it possibly be ryte??? so yea...easter is 2day , and thts it for holy week actually...its all over..till next year...no more easter practices n stuff like tht...in a way its good but sumhow i miss it coz inda middle of all tht...it was abit fun tho...haha...our last prac was on tues...we started around 8 and ended at 12...the longest ever...we were all exhausted by the time the clock struck 12....but all the practices and team work has been paid off....we did absolutely fantastic i would say...we did it last yr for xmas...n we did it again this yr for easter but i felt tht this time was even better...there was more spirit and co-operation...n we had fun with it singing n playing and getting nervous n all....its all normal...we sang our favourite twice...for vigil and the parish mass...tht was the bomb man !!! holy thursday we too did the same thing but only thing there was no rhythm and all...friday i wasnt even there but im sure it went well coz like i said...we practice till we cudnt no more...usually by now...i wud be going to church and inda sleepy mood...gotta go play n all...now im sitting here blogging...god knows when is the next combine choir...oh well...inda middle of all this...i didnt forget sumthing..well sum1 actually...hahaha...how cud i forget ryte....we're inda same choir for god sake...oh well , its bk to our normal lifes now...bk to our respective masses...6.30pm , 7am and 10.30am...seeing tht special sum1 everyday was one of the best...this whole choir prac thing started...it was like 1week 3 to 4times...i'll see him...hehe...yea , im quite happy and thrill...dun wanna say much due to certain reason but yea...overall this yr easter is one to remember....also coz i actually went for 10.30am mass when i slept at like 2.30am....so yea..definately one to remember....man , i've got skool 2moro...time table change pulak tu...tht sickening penyu no better work edi...too boring inda pond...so now she come cari pasal with us...as if wat she do aint enuf....k la , im gonna go now...catch ya later when i decide to blog again....

hols...boring one so far

here i am again....2day is already wednesday ( 3rd day of rotting at home)....just got home from taekwondo training....nicely got my ass kicked but i did win afew as well...freaking exhausted...this week so far , all i did was going online or both msn and gmail...yea , i recently got a gmail...so yea chatting like 24/7...so far never touch my books yet...only yesterday tht also was paper homework not from the book...n i just copied my frens one...bm la...so fuck it...still not done...plan to do it 2moro...i hope , then jasbeer's work till now not yet start n u have no idea how muc notes i have to do...chapter 1 also not yet finish n she wants us to do chapter 2...how am i gonna pull tht off?? yea well...i sumhow always find a way....so i'll do it again...haha , basically i did this week so far was chat la....thts the main thing so far....on gmail...believe it or not..i only have 1 person on gmail...for sum reason...he can only use gmail...so yea...2moro gotta go to church...for selection of songs for holy week...man i hope its not complicated song since SOMEONE wants me to play for the WHOLE mass for good friday....i'll probably cheat my w way thru like how i always do...then easter vigil....god in heaven knows wat im gonna play....again hope its not complicated...u know i just wanna like go for mass as a normal person , pray peacefully and pay attention to wat is going on...instead im always paying attention more to wat im gonna play next....i like playing in church...yea but i dunno la...lately i just feel like i just wanna quit everything n be a normal ordinary person at mass....but now im the one who is like controlling the mass...not the mass...the songs....there are 3other organist for the other masses....as usual im the youngest...always kena buli...haha..but oh well...recently i've got the courage to just speak out coz of ppl's encouragement....i mean its not tht i wanna be rude...but u know sum of u guys need to be told...yea , im leaving in 4months time...so inda meantime just bear with me....its only once a week...dun worry...only now coz its almost easter...after it'll be back to normal...this sunday im off to pd on a day trip with my family , n couz n all coming from malacca...so its like a family day for us i guess....but i hope to make it back in time coz i've got choir prac at 5....n it depends on me...coz if i dun go...the nut wont go...n jesus wud probably be playing for them...haha...i told my mum n she said we'll leave there early....i hope la...2moro is another rotting day...well im getting use to it...on the brightside , i get to sleep as long as i want....so its like im covering up for next week sincec i have to get up early again next week....i dun get it...cant i like just stop skool now since im not taking the major exam?? so annoying...i still have to sit for tests , intervense , diagnostik n shit...4more months man...its getting nearer....i was looking forward to it...but umm , stuff happen...so now its a 50 50 thing...i am looking forward to it but not as much as b4....yea well , im gonna have to do wat im suppose 2 do....cant afford screw ups...aint gonna happen....i've screwed up way to many times....but u know im gonna miss it here...ALOT....hahaha , 8yrs JG....its not easy leaving the place where u spend like ur whole life here...n then now move on to another country and start over....i dun mind but u know...im gonna miss every single thing here...my family !!!! frens....u know who ever i know la...we will all still keep in touch yea...i hope...dun intend to loose any contacts....but yea...i'll miss all u guys for real...n tho its a sucky skool now...but i'll miss SMKBB as well....thts it for now...wow , for my standard i think i wrote preety long...haha...so yea till next time...c u guys !!!

1st bloggie....

ok, now....im new to this , dunno why i decided to have a blog eventho i hate writing....but yea , lets give it a shot...read if u want , if not u know wat to do yea...FUCK OFF. im hardly gonna blog coz yea in case u havent notice , im laziest bum on the planet i think...yea im talking crap i know...bored la...sit down n ROT at home aint a nice thing to do k !!! since i dun study , so im online like from afternoon till nyte or if no skool then from MORNING till nyte...how sad and fucked up is tht?? tak de kerja lain kan....k la , thts it la for my 1st blog...i know its full of crap but wat to do....so yea...till next time..if there is a next time...