hols...boring one so far

here i am again....2day is already wednesday ( 3rd day of rotting at home)....just got home from taekwondo training....nicely got my ass kicked but i did win afew as well...freaking exhausted...this week so far , all i did was going online or both msn and gmail...yea , i recently got a gmail...so yea chatting like 24/7...so far never touch my books yet...only yesterday tht also was paper homework not from the book...n i just copied my frens one...bm la...so fuck it...still not done...plan to do it 2moro...i hope , then jasbeer's work till now not yet start n u have no idea how muc notes i have to do...chapter 1 also not yet finish n she wants us to do chapter 2...how am i gonna pull tht off?? yea well...i sumhow always find a way....so i'll do it again...haha , basically i did this week so far was chat la....thts the main thing so far....on gmail...believe it or not..i only have 1 person on gmail...for sum reason...he can only use gmail...so yea...2moro gotta go to church...for selection of songs for holy week...man i hope its not complicated song since SOMEONE wants me to play for the WHOLE mass for good friday....i'll probably cheat my w way thru like how i always do...then easter vigil....god in heaven knows wat im gonna play....again hope its not complicated...u know i just wanna like go for mass as a normal person , pray peacefully and pay attention to wat is going on...instead im always paying attention more to wat im gonna play next....i like playing in church...yea but i dunno la...lately i just feel like i just wanna quit everything n be a normal ordinary person at mass....but now im the one who is like controlling the mass...not the mass...the songs....there are 3other organist for the other masses....as usual im the youngest...always kena buli...haha..but oh well...recently i've got the courage to just speak out coz of ppl's encouragement....i mean its not tht i wanna be rude...but u know sum of u guys need to be told...yea , im leaving in 4months time...so inda meantime just bear with me....its only once a week...dun worry...only now coz its almost easter...after it'll be back to normal...this sunday im off to pd on a day trip with my family , n couz n all coming from malacca...so its like a family day for us i guess....but i hope to make it back in time coz i've got choir prac at 5....n it depends on me...coz if i dun go...the nut wont go...n jesus wud probably be playing for them...haha...i told my mum n she said we'll leave there early....i hope la...2moro is another rotting day...well im getting use to it...on the brightside , i get to sleep as long as i want....so its like im covering up for next week sincec i have to get up early again next week....i dun get it...cant i like just stop skool now since im not taking the major exam?? so annoying...i still have to sit for tests , intervense , diagnostik n shit...4more months man...its getting nearer....i was looking forward to it...but umm , stuff happen...so now its a 50 50 thing...i am looking forward to it but not as much as b4....yea well , im gonna have to do wat im suppose 2 do....cant afford screw ups...aint gonna happen....i've screwed up way to many times....but u know im gonna miss it here...ALOT....hahaha , 8yrs JG....its not easy leaving the place where u spend like ur whole life here...n then now move on to another country and start over....i dun mind but u know...im gonna miss every single thing here...my family !!!! frens....u know who ever i know la...we will all still keep in touch yea...i hope...dun intend to loose any contacts....but yea...i'll miss all u guys for real...n tho its a sucky skool now...but i'll miss SMKBB as well....thts it for now...wow , for my standard i think i wrote preety long...haha...so yea till next time...c u guys !!!

1st bloggie....

ok, now....im new to this , dunno why i decided to have a blog eventho i hate writing....but yea , lets give it a shot...read if u want , if not u know wat to do yea...FUCK OFF. im hardly gonna blog coz yea in case u havent notice , im laziest bum on the planet i think...yea im talking crap i know...bored la...sit down n ROT at home aint a nice thing to do k !!! since i dun study , so im online like from afternoon till nyte or if no skool then from MORNING till nyte...how sad and fucked up is tht?? tak de kerja lain kan....k la , thts it la for my 1st blog...i know its full of crap but wat to do....so yea...till next time..if there is a next time...