Tuesday, June 9, 2009
1 MORE MONTHHHH !!!!
2yrs ago when i went to aussie n when my parents decided to send me to study there n i was like "wow , 2yrs more is a long long way...." but instead time passed so fast that its only 1month away !!! scared and nervous but still looking forward in going...the pressure and tension is rising as it gets closer man...2yrs ago it was just a holiday..nth serious...but now , its about my future!! its a one way ticket...ouh , n the most exciting part is my mum went to get the forms for me to stop skool already !!! so after getting my mid term results...im stopping...i think on the 19th...its a 2yr course but after tht...im off to uni..another 2yrs...so 4yrs all 2gether...then working life starts !!! to all my frens...do keep in touch !! i'll still come online but not as much...daymn..looks like i'll have to find a new crime partner there...but definately not as good as the one here...haha , YOU'RE WELCOME KAT !!! n to my church geng...dun worry , i would never ever forget joke as well !!! haha...our main highlight is tht...so it will remain...to my skool frens...yea , 5yrs was long...but u know it was a good knowing ya'll...no regrets...not reli anyway...we had fun...LOADSSS....n shitty ones too...but yea , keep in touch yea...all ya'll ...whoever !!! im leaving my favourite sport behind...*sob* *sob*....after how long...haihhh....neah , i've reached a level where most ppl didnt...no offence...but yea , proud of it...sad tht i gotta stop but i cudnt ask for more...being in a position tht i nvr thought i would be in...its more than enuf...having an offer to sukma was even better !!! of course i cudnt have done it without training...n thx to my coaches who trained me up so hard...till i reached tht level...the amount of training i went thru to get up there...n every competition they r the once tht will keep me motivated...they will be giving me the spirit to fight n definately the courage....not give up till the end !!! n then comes playing in church...haha , yea....always look up to those who play in church n became on of them...its frustrating sumtimes...pissing off , but fun..!! mistakes r meant to be made , u learn n carry on...i have made tonnes of mistake , n coz of tht mistakes....i became like the leader now...again , sumthing to be reli reli proud off !! i started at the age of 11...hated it to the max...mum got me into it...didnt wanna play at all...with all tht nagging n all, i finally decided to give it a shot , after the main organist left...i was next in line...tht happen 2yrs ago...it was like a shock for me coz i had to play for the entire mass....no one was there to help...i dunno how i did it , but hey i did manage it...till now theres still tht fright when i get up there n play but once u get into the mood...its totally fine...u'll enjoy it n wished it never stopped...oh well , we'll see if i decide to play there as well...see how it goes...certainly gonna miss my family !!! yea , argue with them , sumtimes dislike them but hey , they're still family u know....n both my parents spend so much money on paying for my fees there...so how cud i forget tht??? no way...as for my sisters , as i said , we fight n all...but there wont be fun !!! haha...it wont be the same there i guess...n my doggie !!! gonna miss you sexayyy !! n im leaving another loved one behind...the most saddest part ever dammit....can i like jz pack u up n bring u along??? u better get ur ass there in dec...6months is a torture enuf...gonna miss you bi !!! yea , theres always the web cam and the phone but still !! we have to get use to it i guess....time will pass n b4 u know it , its dec n ur getting ready to come...n whats worse is july 15th !!! of all dates....ok , thts enuf crapping...will do it again later aite...chiao !! n again , dun mind the errors...jz ignore n move along...
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